Jerry Farber Art
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Kind of Sun
What kind of sun……..
Illuminates and breathes hope into vision, inspires with her beauty,
Electrifies with a touch, echoes a thousand years with a reflection in her eyes….
Yet bathes me in shadow, and denies me a smile,
Leaving me in darkness, in emptiness, because I could not find the light?
What kind of sun….
Literally gives birth to life,and life to love, nurture to promise,
Sharing knowledge and joy, painting pictures of a thousand years…..
Yet locks me in perpetual night, all pale and shallow I’m now just a shadow,
Oh so close to the light, close enough to hope, to almost touch (touch) but not to hold?
What kind of sun?
The one I can’t fucking have!
The Things We lost along the way
Was nothing but promise set out before us…
Walkin in the park for a thousand years
A playground for the children, a wildflower just for you
Setting off into the future, such a classic story
Sinatra sang about us
But there were stumbles,
Maybe a wayward thorn, tis only a scratch
Maybe we were just off, after being so on
But the off was the off of the path we saw
And like a haze, like a fog,
A step was missed, call out the dogs
our story had become lost
only so close we reached out for each other…
missed by a fraction, the slightest hint of doubt (did I feel skin?)
may they find the remains, us trying to regain
Discarded memories strewn about
just a body on the side of the road,
That is completely littered with……
the things we lost along the way
Numb!
You become almost apathetic to the pain…
All that was lost…those dreams swept away
Staggered around like a zombie lookin for a fix..shoot me up Doc….
Paint a smile on my face…..drank so much that I couldn’t even get drunk
Felt every minute of everyday, like sandpaper across my eyes….
But…
One day you wake up, and the pain has all been compartmentalized. tucked away in the back of your brain, with the first time you saw a breast, never forgotten but hardly needed
Hope springs forth as you realize, Im not there anymore….Ive been reborn
Someone new steps nto your life, and the birds are singing again, and you are smiling again….cliche me to death but..time does heal all wounds
And the sadness? The misery? The empty feeling?.....
Waning!!!!!
Do You like Christmassy Things? It wasn't the fact that she was sending inappropriate messages to another man....as much as that hurt, cuz it did..it wasn't the fact that she asked him to go on a date, nah nope, no way...instead it was the inquiry into future get togethers, and by tarnishing and damaging and corrupting such a treasured time that was supposed to be important to both of us......Of all the things that hurt about this, the worst of it all was when she asked him........"do You like Christmassy things?"
The orginal sketch of this had a broken, weathered, barely legible sign post, and the ornaments all had a crack inn them. I thought better of both ideas, and I like this one....it's great for the soul when you can turn bad to good, and then forget it.....so......painted and forgotten.
I remember when it all mattered…..
the way we couldn’t keep our hands off of one another, the living room, the bedroom, my dining room table…a thousand kisses and a thousand sighs......dreamy gazes and unimaginable highs.....
Inspired by a very powerful photograph taken by a friend. It's a very unique view of the Golden Gate bridge, and I thought it would make for a great painting.....I wanted to show San Fran as just completly bathed in sunlight, awash in the summer colors of twilight. and therefore, the bridge as well, as it leads of into...into..what? ..who knows, the hopes the promises, the futures and the dreams....isn't that what lures us all?So I named it to pay homage to Scott McKenzie's classic "if You're going to San Francisco"..fitting...Like a bow to wrap it all up, or sum it up.I think I did this painting maybe a month too soon. As soon as I finished this, I began making some changes in my color palette, that I think, had they ben applied to this, it could have been much better.But ya can't throw out your kids just cuz they're ugly.